E-mails to God: How does it feel to lose someone? Follow my journey and the prayers of my heart

These pages contain the actual e-mails that were sent to God and friends while making life and death decisions surrounding my mother's health. They are my prayers and my agony at being thrown into such enormous responsibility. They are also the God given responses of my e-mail buddies as they attempted to keep me focused on the healer versus the circumstance. I hope they bring you peace and comfort in your journey.