En Carne Propia / Flesh Wounds: Memoria Poetica / A Poetic Memoir

I dont know how it happened, but I ended up being the writer in my family, Jorge Argueta says in his poetic memoir. He wrote his first lines as an adolescent, though he didnt know what the words meant or that it was poetry. But now I see that in putting down those words, I was stepping into a huge world, much bigger than my own: beautiful and mysterious, full of profound joy and infinite possibilities. In this moving, bilingual collection, renowned poet Jorge Argueta reminisces about growing up in El Salvador, the impact of war on his family and neighbors, life as an exile in the United States and ultimately his rebirth as a poet.
He became involved in the revolution as a teen, not realizing what was to come, a bloody massacre An entire generation disappearing / As if it were a trifle / To lose the entire future of a country. Mothers lose sons, their bodies beat beyond recognition. Friends bodies are thrown into common graves. Husbands lose wives and wives lose husbands. Death saunters / Dressed in olive green / A rabid dog / Snapping at anyone in its path. Arguetas words recall the horrific violence and atrocities committed, frequently against the poor and powerless.
The 48 poems in this collectionin Spanish and Englishsmolder with loss and longing. Arguetas indigenous Pipil-Nahua roots ultimately contribute to his salvation after he flees his homeland. His braids, he writes, are rivers / Of my village / Running / Down my back. In San Francisco, he becomes part of the citys exile community, yearning for home but knowing his friends and relatives are dead or gone. His pain is like a ring that lives on my left hand / as if I were / married to it. Eventually, he returns to writing and becomes a successful childrens book author. In spite of the pain and sorrow expressed in many of these poems, Arguetas work is a powerful testament to love, hope and the strength of the human spirit.