My Inner slence Talks to Me

It is my belief that there is always logic, a reason, for everything that happens in life! Most often we cannot figure out that reason, that logic behind a certain occurrence in our lives - and we are not interested in searching them out. However, whenever life sprung up sudden surprises at me (good or bad), I was driven by my nature to search for the reason, to find out the unknown or unfactored parameters which caused any of my well laid out plans to not reach their logical conclusions. The sudden twists and turns of life troubled me. I felt I was just not in control of my life. I was troubled, frustrated, angry, sad . . . . After some years on this roller coaster ride, I realized that I really needed to take a break, calm down, take a fresh perspective . . . . . . Like a nomad, on the eternal journey to find the ultimate truth . . . . I went about searching . . . in the scorching desert of my mind . . . through a tumultuous turmoil in my heart . . . . for an answer to the real ME!