Ponytail: The love for revenge

A year has passed since I last saw her. She had left this home and left me. Her death had broken me. I lost my parents when I had no money. And then I lost Tapasya even when I had lots of money.
I understood the game of God. He first gives you everything then takes away who you care about. I now understood what it is like to not care about people. We understand their true worth only when we lose them.
I withdrew from my business and now 'Ponytail' is fully owned by Kaumudi. I sold her my shares and in turn got lots of money in my bank account to last me my entire life.
Now I spent my days at my home. In the mornings I cooked food with my ponytail tied and then later in the day wrote stories with my hair tied in bun like Tapasya used to do. I had stopped working out. I stayed inside my home all day and looked depressed. I was eating fatty stuff all day and looked like a pig. I neither met anyone nor gave appointments to anyone